I missed this weekend of blogging due to my crazy schedule. My weekends are no where near the actual weekends. It always seems to be the busiest days out of the week for me.
Let me start of by saying I am about to tell you my "Carrie Bradshaw" story. If you know me, you already know my story, if you don't...Well... long story short: got dumped, had my heart shattered to a million, maybe ever three million, tiny pieces, hopeless, heartless, loveless... you get the point. Because of that I was forced to start these new discoveries of how I can make myself happy now. It's taking me a while to realize what I really want, who I really am, and who I really want to be. With these question I'm learning a lot about myself. Recently I started reading a book called "Date like a Man", the book isn't about just dating; it is about discovering the things I have been trying to about myself for the passed 3 months. This book has many little self discovering exercises, which made me realize how little I actually know myself and what I want from my future. How little I have been focusing on pleasing what I want to do and just sort of been riding along for the ride. If you're like me, still lost and you don't know what you want to do with you life start somewhere else. Maybe a fresh page is all you need. Most of the time we think of all these different professions; I want to be so and so when I grow up and then you do grow up and absolutely hate it. Now What?! Take a fresh page of paper and focus on positive things. What do you see your future as? Are you living in a house? Are you in an apartment on a top floor of the tallest building? Do you have a dog? What kind if you do? What do you drive? Are you wearing formal office attire? Or casually dressing up? Think of all the possible questions... Think of the tiniest details and write it all out. This may not help you figure out your career, but for damn sure you will at least have a vision on your future! This will be my next exercise and I may even post the list on here. We will see. If your story sounds anything like mine, I would suggest finding yourself first, before looking for that special someone.
With what I mentioned earlier about riding along for the road, I don't want you to think I haven't taken the time to do anything for myself... I have. I've accomplished a good amount of things in my life, but nothing compares to what the last three months of my life has thought me.
This was a rather sad blog, but I know that there are people just like me out there. Lost in a dark alley, loosing hope. Start a new page. Sometimes a blank page is all you need.
As Always...
Stay Classy My Friends.
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